yesterday, i got a signal for my decision but is not the answer that i want....shall i stick to the present or go according to my way ??????? from professional point of view they advise me to change also and the course coordinator also say that i may not be very suitable to this style of teaching in my current choice.... so i was thinking .... my primary and secondary is not some prestigious school also??? another choice is cost effective and time saving...should i go for it... since it is recognise by the association??? Monday need to make the decision if not...

Hais y am i always like that so suay de... everything because of 1 subject and drift me very far apart from my actual will...like O level because of England.... i was drifted away from the business could that i actually wanted... and this time is ECONS...

sometimes i ask myself...is it because i never workhard for it??? but can someone tell me what is the standard of being a hardworking student...??? or i am just heng to able to get into poly and stop thinking of Degree...Chua Lin Qi you are useless... please face the reality and stop wasting your father hard earn money....

this past week working at the subtle sense...was really 不服气 almost everyday got scolding by ppl...whereby the mistake was not because of us...yesterday especially...

Victor SEah....dun let me see this ppl...call and scold and instead that he was a slot keep screaming into our ears...Crazy...最气的是 i forgot to suan him...please call on the first day of the month for advance booking...really feel like scold 4 letter word...but that not my style...

Another stupid lady...call and scold say we cheat ppl money...but the problem is the $$$ is not in my pocket OK you understand???? so i tell her...SORRY THE PERSON THAT CHEAT YOU $$$ IS NOT MEET I AM JUST A WORKER TO ANS UR CALL...and i think she feel guilty and faster put down the phone le...without giving me her number and name...HOW TO BOOK FOR HER you tell me...WTH!!!! CRAZY WOMEN....

anyway yesterday was complaining to my PAPA and MAMA they all say not happy de hua dun work lor....this is the first time they all so support me in quiting a job....I am going to be 听话的小孩 going to quit...and no more nonsenses call...no more sai gang (doing job when there are shortage of manpower...you think what i am superman arh...)...and stop being at disadvantage of being paid less although is only few dollar (no Offence ok VIOLET i just not happy with the management...dun angry ok...i will say SORRY first...my buddy...muacks...)

And i swear...if next time i got a chance to open my own business...i will make sure that all my worker do their work and cooperate .... be organised... Sucks man this management...

On the whole...i think all these really depressing...make me feel incompetent everyone is moving on and i am on the same spot...really dun like these feeling...